Daddy God...Who am i?? What am i doing? God...everyday of my life, i am meeting so many ppl, i am so jealous with them, how i wish that i could be one of them...i love caucasians so much...they are just so gorgeous, i really wish that my future husband is a caucasian and the baby that we give birth will be a perfectly good looking baby...God, sometimes i might be dreaming a lot...but u know my heart desire....i wish to find a guy who will give me security, a tall and big size guy who will be able to protect me...maybe i am a bit over or asking too much...But i do like these guys a lot...What am i thinking?? i have no ideas...