Sunday, August 28, 2011

OMG !!!!! I was in the public toilet today and sat down, a voice from the next cubicle said "Hi!, how are you ?" Embarrassed, I said, "I'm doing fine". The voice said "So what are you up to?". I said, "Just doing the same as you, sitting here!". From next door, "Can I come over?". Annoyed, I… said "rather busy right now". The voice said, "Listen, I will have to call you back, there's an idiot next door answering all my questions".
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BLACK MAN WALKS INTO A RESTAURANT. A WHITE MAN SAYS "COLORED PEOPLE ARE NOT ALLOWED IN HERE!" THE BLACK MAN SAYS, "WHEN I WAS BORN, I WAS BLACK, WHEN I'M COLD, I'M BLACK WHEN I'M SICK I'M BLACK, WHEN I DIE, I'LL BE BLACK. BUT WHEN YOU WERE BORN YOU WERE PINK, WHEN YOU'RE COLD YOU'RE BLUE, WHEN YOU'RE SICK YOU'RE GREEN, WHEN YOU DIE, YOU'LL BE PURPLE. YET YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO CALL ME COLORED?!?!"AND HE LEAVES.PUT

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

To my dearest Guan Keat

Dear Guan Keat,
Happy Chinese New year to you...I know that u hate me a lot nowadays, for the decision that i have made, for the mistakes that i have done...But one thing that i have to tell you...I am thankful for everything that you have done in the past...No matter what happened in the past, i choose to forgive and forget, let our baby rest in peace...I still miss you a lot but i never expect anything from you...From the bottom of my heart, i wish you all the best in everything...You'll be a great husband and lovely daddy in the future...Do take care of yourself, once again...Thank you so much for everything...I'll keep all the good memories in my heart...Forever you'll be in my heart...Take care...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Daddy God...Who am i?? What am i doing? God...everyday of my life, i am meeting so many ppl, i am so jealous with them, how i wish that i could be one of them...i love caucasians so much...they are just so gorgeous, i really wish that my future husband is a caucasian and the baby that we give birth will be a perfectly good looking baby...God, sometimes i might be dreaming a lot...but u know my heart desire....i wish to find a guy who will give me security, a tall and big size guy who will be able to protect me...maybe i am a bit over or asking too much...But i do like these guys a lot...What am i thinking?? i have no ideas...

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Sometimes...

Sometimes, I can't stop myself from thinking about u...Sometimes i hated u so badly...It makes me so struggle, but one thing I know is that i have quit...Totally out of your life...I wonder why...At least it's so much more peaceful...But how come i still can't get rid of you?? Maybe we have been sleeping together for a while?? Treated u as my own family...but u were not cherishing, u were not treasuring...Lossing a baby is so much more painful than losing you...I don't mind losing you, but missing the baby that i had really making me sad...Sometimes I'll think that u r pity, because u have nothing at all...U gain absolutely nothing after all these...Other than blames from everyone...But it's totally different from me, everyone is happy for me...And i m just doing so well in everything...It had been a long long time, that i never get scolded or yelling...And i feel so lost and empty?? What the hell I am thinking?? Maybe i am used to it...Living in your condenmination world...It's my new life....I have to move on to meet my prince...

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Last day in Ipoh

Everyone has to sacrifice something to grow up...I feel so bad to leave my family here...2 and a half month, i have been resting at home and spent so much time with my family members...I know that i am going to miss them like crazy this round...Without my family's support and love, i know that i wouldn't be survive today...All i have toay is all because of them...

Heading to an unknown future, don't know what job that i am going to pick up, don't know where I am going to stay, i should have planned all these, but well...I have Jesus with me...God, pls guide my ways, direct my path as i pray...I love you Jesus and i surrender everything into ur hands...Jesus, thank you for everything and I love you...Amen!!

Saturday, June 12, 2010

My sincere prayer to u, Jesus...

My dear Jesus,
I just feel so miserable tonight...When Ah jie mentioned about Sarah...Sarah still asking about koko in Singapore, it did remind me about Guan Keat...I should have hate him a lot, but i just miss him sometimes, ppl might look at me as a strong gal, but i m jut nothing at all...What i have today it's all because of ur love n mercy...For what had happened in the past, it was hurtful to me...But God, i know u care, i know that u r concern...I leave everything into ur hands...Thank you for being here with me...I truely appreciate and i know that i know u'll understand...maybe I just need sometime to let go of everything...I just pray that let your will be done...i choose to obey and i want to follow your will...Because I love you...

Daddy God, my SIA interview is coming soon...in 6 more days, i'll be going out to fight the battle...I am going out to pursue my dream le...I have been dreaming for so long, ad now is the time for me to shine le...I just want to tell u that, God, i am really serious about this job, and this is my desire to be a cabin crew, and i long to be a stewardess...I want to do something that'll make u proud...Jesus, would u pls grant me with ur favor, ur wisdom, ur confidence...i put all my hope in you alone...I know that everything is n your hands right nw, God, i give u my all...I love you...